Sunday, August 30, 2009
exams was over last wednesday (27/08/09)
then holidays for thursday friday saturday sunday
tomorrow back to school.
life in nz is so boring.
I WENT TO WATCH INGLORIOUS BASTERDS~ omg brad pitt is so hot, but his texas accent is funny as when he spoke italiano. and its a really blooody disgusted movie. but its nice.. just a bit too long and boring at some parts when they talked shit.
but my weekend was pretty exciting in both a good way and a bad way.
good : went to moutihe island to plant tea trees today.
digged a hole, put a tablet fertiliser at the bottom of the hole, put the tiny plant in that will grow into a tree in years, then put some soil on top to protect it from birds and make sure it grows well into the ground.
yay! done. its not an easy job, my shoulder back aches like shit now.
ate some disgusting sausage sizzle that is burnt at the bottom of the sausage, eww. and luckily i brought some fried nooodles yummy~
the cruise back from the island was fun. because it was all raining hard that the rain is totally horizontal. and raining in the sea feels so different from raining on land.
tried this really yummy sesame mua chee as well ^^
found this really good ancient drama to watch yay!!!
bad : the most expensive bread i've eaten all life. it costs seventy bucks and made me cry.
all goood. we've got over it already and i'll just try my best to sell the brush to earn the money to pay you back. even though u say no need, but i feel guilty for it.
what we could have been, 7:51 PM.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
i don't think i should say all the below after i saw cj's facebook.
what we could have been, 4:08 PM.
" you can talk to us about anything. we are understandable parents. "
the above statement is 100% bullshit.
how are they even understandable. when they don't wanna give me money to buy a dress for grad dinner.
im not asking for $500bucks.
im only asking for $150.
they make dresses sound like rice. every supermarket has rice that u can eat.
but not every shop has the dress that suits you and that u like and within your budget.
im being understanding to my parents pocket by finding a cheap dress.
its winter sale now, once winter sale ends, all the dresses won't have anymore discounts.
and it will be like 300 and above. i know they won't give me that much money for a dress that im gonna wear only once. so i want to buy it now.
i saw this dress last saturday and i wanted to buy it. i went there today, its already sold out.
and i searched the whole mall.. none of the dresses suit me.
so i went online and found this dress that i want and i told them but they were like.. oh u can buy a dress anytime.
who doesn't know that u can buy a dress anytime. but my dad doesn't even have the demand to buy them by the time i want it
and by the time i finish my exams, start finding for a dress it will be too late. what if everyone buy at that time and everyone wear the same dress as me? so embarrassing man. worse if its my enemies who wears them. i have heaps of enemies in schoool lol.
and u know for grad din, everyone is gonna take photos and put them in their house.. maybe till they old, they will still take it out and look at it..
what if they saw, yolanda ho.. OMG THIS NOOOB look at her wearing that ugly dresss. haha i remember how loser she is. how am i suppose to face the world if some rich millionaire husband of my friend saw me like that.. =.=
and what if my future husband saw that photo. omg the laughter for life?
sigh at my parents.
i wanna move out next year. can't stand their bullshitness anymore. fuking adults are all big fat liars with no brains.
what we could have been, 3:42 PM.
Saturday, August 01, 2009
LOST GOOD THINGS
twenty minutes ago,
i was searching for a present for a friend..
ransacked through all my stuff.
saw this box folder with heaps of paper.
i opened it.. all the cards and letters from christina, dork, pet, chye started flowing out.
roughly read through each of them.. they really warmed my heart a lot.
i realised that i lost many good things in life. because i i didn't treasure them.
i admit that i didn't wrote any sort of birthday card, farewell card, letters, xmas cards.
i took them for granted. i thought they will keep flowing in year by year..
however, i realised that the last card or letter i received was 07-08 xmas.
this tells me alot.
who would want a friend like me who don't give them anything?
but i really treasured those times when my true friends were still around me everyday.
even though i might not owe them anymore now, i truly own them a thank you.
thanks for giving me a happy friendship for the amount of time that u spent with me.
its too late for me to realise that i lost all these good things now.
because whats lost is lost.
what we could have been, 6:41 PM.
